friendships are super tough
sometimes you drift, and that’s okay
sometimes you have a massive argument and that’s also okay
because at least there’s closure.
you just don’t get closure
you wake up one day and they just seem to not care
or they just start hating your guts
and the whole time you wonder what on earth you ever did wrong.
but you’ll never know,
because there’s no closure.
so so so painful
but it gets better
it always does, or there would be no real point to any of this, would there?
but slowly, it gets better
you move on,
you move up,
you start to forget that there never was closure
but not completely.
it will fade over time
but right now, you just can’t quite get that